Keeper of Secrets (9780062240316) Page 2

  This meant a new life, living in a small apartment with his mother, away from his friends and his father, going to a private junior high school and the Hamilton Bruce Institute, both on a scholarship. There were daily violin and piano lessons, weekly recitals and musical studies, and after six months the faculty had allowed him to participate in chamber music and orchestral work, although he was the youngest in the groups by far. It was hard work, on top of all his other studies, and sometimes he got very tired and homesick, but he loved it and playing always seemed to reenergize him. Even the practice was fun, and being immersed in a musical world gave him the confidence to express his opinions and dreams out loud.

  His violin teacher, the former Italian concert violinist Maestro Alberto Vincelli, had decided to enter him in the Samuel J. Hillier because if he made the last forty it would be great experience. The semifinals had seemed highly unlikely, let alone a finals place among the best young violinists in the world, but life can be highly unlikely sometimes.

  Daniel couldn’t see them but he knew the judges were out there, five of them, sitting in the middle of the front row, listening to every note and watching every movement. There was a tight knot of tension in his stomach, his mouth was dry, and he wanted to cough. He took a swig from his water bottle; although it wasn’t cold anymore, it was wet.

  “Hello, darlin’.”

  He turned at the sound of his mother’s whisper. She was wearing her favorite dress, the “lucky” dress they called it, a strapless green silk evening gown, and she clasped his violin case with two arms across her body.

  “She’s very cold, don’t you think, Amy Funston?” she asked.

  “But she’s so great technically, that’s her strength. It’s a really hard piece.”

  “Just Pomakov to go”—it was a statement, not a question. He turned and looked at her and she smiled encouragingly. It occurred to him that she was very good at that balance, motivating and driving him and yet showing him she was proud. He’d love to win it for her, and the knowledge that he wouldn’t made him feel guilty.

  “He was awesome in the semis,” he said softly.

  “Not as awesome as my boy!”

  He frowned. “Don’t expect too much, Mom.”

  The girl finished with a long soft note and the audience responded with subdued applause. Cindy and Daniel moved out of the way quickly as a short, thickset Russian teenager scowled at them and strode toward the stage.

  Chapter 2

  Almost an hour later the six finalists were milling around backstage, moving to keep the tension at a level they could cope with. They spoke in hopeful whispers to their adult companions and avoided eye contact with one another.

  Rafael Santamaria Gomez, the conductor and chairman of the judging panel, acknowledged each competitor as he walked past them toward the stage. He was tall, broad shouldered and barrel chested, clean-shaven, with smiling brown eyes, and his huge hand engulfed Daniel’s. In that moment Daniel realized that this was the hand that held the baton and the thought thrilled him.

  The prizes were donated by the estate of Samuel J. Hillier and presented by the old man’s grandson, Grayson Hillier, who followed Gomez onto the stage. Daniel couldn’t see them once they disappeared through the black curtains, but he could hear the conductor’s deep Spanish accent.

  “Ladies and gentlemen, it remains just for me to tell you the results. I know you are all waiting for them, thank you for being so patient! In third place, the very talented Canadian, Amy Funston.” Applause broke out in the auditorium as the young woman squared her shoulders, kissed her teacher on each cheek, and walked out from the wings.

  Curiosity overcame Daniel and he moved to where he could see what was happening on the stage. The conductor had his hand extended toward her and kissed her on each cheek.

  “Well done; it was a beautifully played piece, technically brilliant.”

  Daniel couldn’t hear her response, and he watched as the conductor guided her gently toward Hillier, who shook her hand stiffly and handed her the envelope without actually looking at her. She put her arm diagonally across her chest, with the slender hand at the base of her throat, and curtsied deeply to the audience, who clapped even harder.

  “Wonderful! And now for the second position. It goes to a most impressive young man from Moscow. Ivan Pomakov!”

  A ripple of surprise ran through the crowd; obviously they’d expected Pomakov to win. The Russian was standing quite close to Daniel and Cindy. For a moment the young man stood absolutely still; he looked stunned.

  “Good Lord, not so awesome after all,” Cindy whispered.

  Daniel shot her a glance and her eyes were gleaming. He could feel the tension radiating from her body. The backstage staff pushed Pomakov toward the gap, and he stumbled before walking uncertainly into the light.

  “Congratulations, young man. You played superbly.”

  The Russian leaned in toward the conductor’s microphone.

  “Da . . . ah, khorosho . . . spasibo . . . ah, thank you.” He seemed to glide past and on to Hillier.

  Daniel sucked in his bottom lip and stared unseeingly at the cables snaking across the wooden floorboards. This wasn’t what they’d told him would happen, in the final four and the hot favorite out of the running. Gomez’s voice cut in over the applause and the Russian stopped bowing to the crowd. Even though Daniel could see the conductor from the side, he suddenly sounded a very long way off, and the boy strained to hear what the man was saying.

  “. . . so exciting to be able to announce this winner. He is the youngest winner we, this competition, has ever had, in any category . . . one of, I believe, the youngest winners of any of the major classical music competitions anywhere in the world. From the United States of America, Master Daniel Horowitz!”

  Halfway through, his mother had cried out, “Oh my God!” and started to hug him tightly. Her body was quivering and hot. He felt suffocated. Suddenly hands pulled him away from her as she was kissing his cheeks and he was spun around and pushed toward the stage. His legs felt weak but he kept going, one step after another.

  “Go”—a female voice was loud in his ear—“to the stage, now!” The lights seemed very bright, and the applause was deafening. Once again his right hand was swallowed as the conductor’s other hand came down gently onto his left shoulder.

  “Well done, Daniel! Muy bueno! Such passion and maturity in one so young!”

  Everything he and his mother had rehearsed had gone out of Daniel’s head and he was reacting instinctively.

  “Um . . . thank you, sir.”

  “This way, come, meet Mr. Hillier.” The conductor stooped to whisper in his ear.

  “And don’t forget, yes? To thank him for the money.” Daniel shook Grayson Hillier’s cold, limp hand and stared directly into the man’s stomach as Hillier thrust a white envelope at him.

  “Well done.”

  “Thank you very much, sir. For the money. It’s a great competition, sir.” He turned to the auditorium and bowed.

  The house lights came up, and suddenly he could see that the crowd was on its feet, still clapping and cheering, and many were taking pictures of him. A rush of adrenaline surged through him and he smiled. Out of the corner of his eye he could see the Russian’s pinched white face and blank eyes. He bowed again, more deeply. A young woman came from the wings with a huge bottle and a massive bouquet of flowers. She hesitated, then put them into his arms, and he could smell her perfume as she kissed him on each cheek. There were cellophane and roses and ribbons all around him and the bottle felt so heavy. The bottom of the bouquet reached past his knees and he struggled to see over the vast spread of flowers. A hand touched his arm, someone took the bottle and flowers from him, and he was free to bow again.

  Still the applause continued. He glanced toward the side of the stage and could see his mother, clapping and smiling and crying, and h
e couldn’t resist giving her a little wave. He looked up at the beaming face of Rafael Gomez and smiled back shyly. The conductor nodded briefly, and Daniel felt thrilled. Of all the strangers here, this was the man who mattered most to him. This was the man on the CD covers in his bedroom, the man posing with Joshua Bell on the poster pinned to his wall, the man whose autobiography he’d read countless times.

  He could see the judges in the front row, the dark figure of Madam Francesca du Bouliver and beside her the silvered curly head of Itzhak Perlman in his chair; he didn’t recognize the others. Wow, this was important and seriously cool! Wait till he could tell his fellow Cubs about this. As the thought exploded in his exhausted brain he knew his friends wouldn’t understand, but tonight, he didn’t care.

  The postconcert gala was an outdoor affair. The hot summer air was very clear, and a million diamonds twinkled in the black velvet of the sky. Women in elegant gowns and men in tuxedos stood sipping Taittinger and gossiping. Every so often they broke from their conversation to take a new glass or an elegant canapé from the waiting staff. A string quartet played quietly in the background, competing with the lapping of the waves on the nearby lakefront. Huge snowcapped mountains glistened in the moonlight like brooding guardians.

  Daniel sat at a round table by himself. He’d snuffed out the heavy gold candle and was tracing patterns of melted wax onto the stiff white cloth. The bouquet lay across the table, and closer to him stood the magnum of Taittinger Collection Brut, 1981. It was a black lacquered bottle covered with intertwined golden violins, a collector’s bottle designed by the French painter and sculptor Arman.

  His parents were standing a little way off, in conversation with a small, animated man who kept gesturing toward Daniel and was obviously trying to make a point to them. As usual his father was quiet and calm, but his mother, vocal and shrill, was still too excited. He sighed and took a gulp of Coke. Why wasn’t anything cold in this country? Hadn’t they heard of refrigeration? It was still hot. His jacket was on the chair beside him and, despite his mother’s protestations, he’d untied the horrible bow tie and undone the top two buttons of the shirt. Now that the adrenaline had finally left his system, he was really hungry, tired, and bored and he wanted to go back to the hotel. All week he’d looked forward to the promised day out with his dad—tomorrow they’d go jet boating or ride a gondola and a downhill luge—so it was a surprise to discover that most of all he was ready to go home.

  “Daniel?” He looked up as Rafael Gomez pulled back a chair. “May I join you?”

  He sat up straight.

  “Yes, please, sir.”

  “No more of the sir! How are you feeling now?”

  “Fine. Thank you.”

  Rafael lowered himself onto the chair and put his champagne flute on the table.

  “A little tired maybe?”

  “Yes, a bit.”

  “So you should be; it’s late, and you’ve worked very hard all week.” There was a moment’s silence. Rafael turned the bottle around and read the label.

  “This is a nice touch.”

  Daniel shrugged.

  “I’d rather have a case of Coke,” he said without a hint of humor.

  “I’m sure you can find someone who will swap it for several cases of Coke. I’ve just been rereading your notes. Do you like Maestro Vincelli?”

  “He’s a great teacher. That’s what my mom says. We study a new composer every quarter and he loves Mozart.”

  “But what do you say about it? Do you like him?”

  “Yeah, he can be fun, and he still plays really, really well.”

  “Oh, he certainly does. You know I conducted him once? Years ago and when he was a concert violinist and I was just a raw novice, not really knowing what it was that I was supposed to be doing. He won’t remember.”

  “He told me. He said you were the best conductor he ever had. He knew you were destined to be great, he said that.”

  Rafael smiled softly. “I think he’s employing—how do you say it?—selective memory. But I’ve been reading what he says about you. He thinks you’re the most talented pupil he’s ever had.”

  Daniel could feel the blush rising in his cheeks.

  “Um, thanks,” he said, taking another swig of Coke.

  “No, don’t thank me! I didn’t say it, although I’m sure he is right. What’s the best thing of all, do you think, about being a violinist?”

  Daniel hesitated. The man didn’t rephrase the question to make it easier; he just waited for Daniel to form his answer. Daniel really liked that the maestro knew he’d understood.

  “I think . . . when they give you a new piece . . . and first you have to learn the melody and the timing . . .” Rafael nodded slowly and it was obvious to Daniel that he was concentrating all his attention on him. It was exhilarating and frightening at the same time.

  “Then, when you get that, you explore the why, what it means. What the composer’s saying and how to put the . . . feelings in. Suddenly the music kinda”—he broke off and looked up at Rafael, who still waited patiently—“I don’t know if there’s a technical term, sir . . . sings to you. Sort of makes perfect sense.”

  The big man beamed. “Absolutely right! And do you know why that is so, Daniel? Because it’s in two languages, first the language of the brain, all the notes in the right order and the timing and the key and so on and so on. Then second, the language of the heart. This distinction, it is what separates all musicians. Some, like the young woman who came in third tonight, Miss Funston, speak the language of the brain perfectly, and so they sound, you know, technically correct, but the heart? It is a complete mystery to them. They don’t understand the message, the pasión. When you do, it’s a revelation. Every time you go back to a score you will find something new you didn’t see before. I’m over fifty, ancient to you, I know, and I’m still a student!”

  Daniel was entranced.

  “So who’s your favorite, sir? Composer?”

  “All the time journalists ask me that question. I love very much Verdi and Puccini. What about you?”

  “Vivaldi. Although I love Tchaikovsky and Paganini.”

  “What about Maestro Vincelli’s little Wolfgang? And we mustn’t forget Shostakovich and Brahms—”

  “The Concerto in D Minor!” Daniel exclaimed.

  Rafael laughed heartily. “See, you’re a lot like me; you can never choose between your heroes! What about the future, Daniel? What do you want to do?”

  “First violin in a world-famous orchestra and play baseball on the weekends.”

  “What? No solo career? You’re not thinking about being a concert violinist?”

  Daniel could hear the surprise in the maestro’s voice and it made him feel guilty, as if he’d disappointed the great man.

  “Sometimes. I . . . I don’t know if I’m good enough to be a soloist.”

  “Do you know who that man is? The one who keeps badgering your poor parents?”

  Daniel glanced at the man who was still talking. He had spiky, streaked hair and dark glasses sticking out of the pocket of his jacket instead of a handkerchief.

  “No,” he answered uncertainly.

  “He’s an agent. A powerful and thoroughly—you know—disagreeable little man. He is trying to persuade your parents that he wants to help them to guide your career and your life. And he is just the first. They’ll come flocking to you now, and they’ll want to put you in front of an orchestra, onto the concert stage, and then maybe into the recording studio. And you know, you must always remember it is not you that they care so much about; it is themselves and the money you will make.”

  Suddenly Rafael thumped the table with his hand. Daniel gave a little start.

  “In August I have a young artists’ symposium at the Kennedy Center. Musicians from all over the world, singers, pianists, cellists, flautists, violinists, some
trumpet and clarinet players, a candy store licorice mixture of beautiful music. I will talk to your parents and tell them to sign nothing and go with no one. All the best agents will hear you first. You must play, in the stringed instrument concert, okay?”

  Daniel looked at his parents. His father had been watching and winked encouragingly at him. He wondered how Maestro Gomez would react if he asked how far the Baltimore Orioles’ home ground was from the Kennedy Center.

  “I’m sure they’ll let me, if you ask them.”

  Rafael pulled himself to his feet.

  “So, I bid you buenas noches, Daniel. Well done and we’ll meet again soon.”

  “Good night, sir, and thank you.” But the conductor was already halfway across the room.

  Chapter 3

  Illinois

  July 2008

  Did you know there’s a mathematical property named after Sosa, McGwire, and Maris?” asked Daniel as he rolled over onto his back and squinted at the cloudless blue sky. He and three other boys lay in the long grass beside a deep swimming hole. The relentless sun had dried the cooling water on their backs and now their skin felt prickly. A fly droned somewhere close by and the air was heavy with the rich smells of summer, sunbaked grass and tree-ripened fruit.

  “A mathematical what?” Tony was obviously as bewildered as the other two.

  “Just Dan being a nerd,” said Billy as he, too, rolled over onto his back. “What do they teach you at that fancy school, anyway?”

  Daniel flicked a piece of grass off his face and reached for the water bottle by his side. He was used to their gibes about his school; it was part of the ribbing you got when you did something different.

  “A mathematical property—two numbers form the Maris-McGwire-Sosa pair if they are consecutive numbers such that when you add each number’s digits to the digits of its prime factorization, they’re equal! Sixty-one and sixty-two have it, and Sosa and McGwire both hit at least sixty-two home runs. And the record of Maris—”